29-12-02
eh so stupid 3 days never blog. when got so much to say sommore. anyway yesterday i dunno why i forgot to do for bass practice. i swear i didn't get an email telling me to go down. then chengann had to do it. feel so bad. after church there was some miscommunication and i thot we were going to tim's house but we were going to queensway to eat. after that the ppl were going for a soccer game. i dont really like soccer. anyway i went to eat, and then to shop with mel and sam and danae and tim.
danae's really cute. she's sam's youngest sis and a real monster. but very cute. i think i find her that because she's very touchy feely. i happen to be that too... for the first time in my life i have hugged a girl who was not my mom. and such a hug too. carried her around the shopping center like we were kids. i was like a kid. she's still a kid. and i love her london accent. =P
anyway today went to watch those ppl play soccer.
then well done my brother lost his phone at a lan shop and i was forced to leave to get it for him. wth. and then he got it himself! and i already had left. so i went home.
i must have appeared psychotic today. i was like taking photos of EVERYONE. from tim to sel to sam to sarah to danae to my cousins. EVERYONE. weirdly, i dont have a photo of either cheryl or minxian. must be some freak coincidence. >>
26-12-02
today was rather boring. my mom locked up the computer room for quarreling with my dad but i found the key. locked it again at 4 pm. chatted with honlyn, who is back from australia. wanna get her pics. >>
25-12-02
i touched janice's hair today. on impulse. its super soft. dunno why, but i think she's super chio. too bad so young. i shouldn't be flirting with joyce's younger sis anyway right.
went to watch "two weeks notice" after church today. super funny. i find hugh grant a superb actor. he is so funny. we had front row seats, but luckily there was this huge gap between the front row and the screen, or not we would have neck problems by the time we came out. after that me, ervin, minxian, joyce and mel went over to chiyon's place to have a dinner. sort of a little christmas party. his dog is really cute, but old and blind and deaf and all that comes with age. watched "wasabi", which is a "french show shot in japan with english subtitles". super good. funny and touching at the same time.
then we went home. quarreled with my dad again. on christmas. >>
24-12-02
i was right. after i decided canoeing was a no no njc rejected my appeal. but i have no regrets. canoeing on sundays is less important than church on sundays. anyway today went to church to bass. quite screwed up. but managed to play well. anyway im infatuated with soph. so sad she'll be going overseas. i even composed a lame song to her on the mrt today. not even that i know her that well. oh well. >>
23-12-02
ive given up my appeal to nj. will probably end up in tj. nj canoeing has trainings on sundays. after thinking a lot and praying a bit about it i found that church was more important to me than canoeing, so i gave it up. after first three months and if i get into nj i'll have 30 odd seniors who wont be too happy with me. i went for one of their trainings see?
my dad grounded me yesterday. but he let me out today. maybe not so bad after all. anyway i was really happy i could come out today to watch LOTR with the gang. so... close. all warm and fuzzy inside. anyway the whole point is that sophia was there. she looks more beautiful by the day. today didn't tie her hair up. wondrous. all curly wurly. i thot i liked girls who had ponytails. hers took the cake without them. ANYWAY.
anyway as we went into the movie there was some initial confusion as to where to sit. we booked a whole row and a bit, and i was in the long row one. so sam went in, then sophia, then cheryl, then me, then shufen, then minxian (birthday girl! happy birthday) then the rest of the guys. sam left a space at the end, so cheryl asked him to move in. then, with a deft flick of her body and some nifty acrobatics, she was beyond sophia and beside sam. so i thot, oh no, sophia's gonna feel all squirmy during the movie. and i was completely clueless as to why cheryl did that. i assumed she didn't want to sit with me. but that proved not all that true.
im slow ok, so i didn't get it. she sent me a msg immediately after that saying "haha. aaron, aren't i nice?" which i completely didn't catch. i forgot cheryl knew. so there i was enjoying the movie with sophia beside me. anyway, after the movie cheryl told me "too bad this movie not as scary as the first one" ah. this one i caught. lucky me. as in lucky me to have such a great fren in cheryl. she and i were thinking if soph got scared she would cling on to me... which didn't happen.
sadly.
only after i asked about the msg (which was way after the movie) did she tell me what the "aren't i nice" thing was. oh boy im slow.
=P
after the movie soph went home. so did i. but nothing eventful after that. lovely day. >>
20-12-02
so funny. went ice skating today. played catching in the rink and sweated in the rink. madness. mel and ttk hurt their bums while going too fast (avoiding catcher). so funny. then someone tell me cheryl is at njc. which is where i should have gone instead of ice skating. anyway. she was so nice to come with me back to nj to file my appeal. got an offer from the canoeing captain to join their trainings tomolo. hopefully i will get in. but im like super unfit now... sad. willa tried to dissuade me from doing it, but i think my mind was set. poured out stuff to willa.
dunno lah. going to sleep early today so that tomolo can wake up to go to canoe training at that infernal hour of dawn. dang. but got to show them i mean what i say. >>
19-12-02
oh no. day of disappointments. and weirdness. sad that honlyn didn't go hc. instead go rj. must be peer pressure. and then i hear that sophia is going overseas to study. double whammy. got posted to tj. triple shot. cheryl not going nj. fourbagger. i think she's rather disappointed.
anyway i went over to nj today and picked up a appeals form. nasty green colour, spells "loser". thot about what i was going to appeal in with, and only thing is air rifle. sad. that meant two more years of shit. but choonkiat is the captain, so should have no problems. then as i walk out i see the dates for choir auditions. hey, i can sing. noted down. as i walk out, some really huge well tanned guy comes to me and asks me if i was appealing. i agree. he asks me about my chin ups and 2.4. i should have impressed with my chinups. so he takes me to see the teacher-in-charge of canoeing. ok. so one more option. canoeing. appealing into a jc for a sport i have little experience doing at all, let alone competitively. but sort of the only thing i wouldn't mind doing for 2 years. canoeing. its madness, i know, but better than choir or air rifle...
today also went to that barbeque thing. where i receive more bad news... about cheryl, about sophia going to england to study. (ok thats good news, but not when youre interested in her) about other's downs.
oh dang. why must the world (or in particular, singapore's education system) be like that?
at least the place was nice and the food was good. i was just damn late because the place is so far in. so less play time. we played bridge while watching "the unbeatables 3" and suddenly we get things like "longs" and double full houses. i end up with 3 dees twice in a row. so funny. but more sadness was to await us when someone manages to steal two of our phones when we were eating, cherie's and eunices. they love their phones. when we called them, they were off. we think it must have been an insider.
joyce, again, continues to suprise me. as soon as i start paying attention to her like that, she becomes even more talkative. cool. quirky. >>
18-12-02
so fun. and so tired. wah... today woke up earlier than usual (730! madness) to go to sentosa. i dragged down ben and yunfoong, while dion also came down. anyway we had fun, and we all were shack by the time the day was done. we played captains ball, ultimate frisbee, touch rugby, soccer, plain frisbee and volleyball. super tiring. sort of played cards too, to rest in between games. the bridge games were especially memorable thanks to joyce, with her classic "'hey my hand sucks' then eats 6 sets immediately" nonsense. very very funny. and she was more vocal that i ever remember her to be. so much that ben was surprised when i told him joyce was the quietest in class.
anyway after that we went for dinner at tiong bahru and we all drank coconuts (thanks to mel who was talking about drinking coconut all day at sentosa, because they were hanging right above us). the laksa there is ok. after that i went to ben's house to look at "things". and to talk about "other things" too. going home, chat some more. 2 am now, still awake. amazing.
anyway i wished honlyn was there. it was so fun, so her kind of thing. how am i going to convince her i mean no harm? i dunno. anyway, i got a msg fom her today which saddened me. i shall replicate it here : "hey off to aust tmr evening / so, in advance: have urself a merry xmas! / seeya ard in the new yr=) / cheers / hope it didnt rain at sentosa today=P" aust. that means australia right. sad. so no more activities to invite her. anyway the msg seemed so personal. so intimate. yet the contents were so arid. sigh. at least now i have more time to finish her christmas prezzie. i suppose she'll have to wait to get it then.
weirdly, i wanted sophia to be there. from what i hear she's in shanghai.
and we didn't cycle.
and it didn't rain. cool huh. no. it was hot. blazing hot. i am tanned badly. prolly got burned already. but i didn't peel even after OBS, so i dont see why i should peel after today. >>
16-12-02
i know i know. im sorry ok? just dont feel like blogging anymore. anyway... just came back from youth camp at the third place... it was really fun... i was planning games, and thank God it went ok. i nearly died trying to fill pails of water and lug them onto the roof as well as organise all the schedules at the same time. but i am glad there were no complains, even tho we (josh and me and april and chris) almost screwed up. met someone new at the camp. sophia, cheryl's friend. she's a nice outgoing kind of person. lucky to meet her. adept at bridge, too. in my group also, the great Pink Panther, so i had chance to tok to her. but didn't. not much anyway, untill after "the dance".
during that camp, msgs were rather weak, IMHO. they speaker did have a lot of points which made sense, but he wasn't speaking "to me", if you get what i mean. anyway most of what i got out of that camp was mainly what jia an taught me during the discussions after the msgs. yes, he is back. and there are ppl who say i look like him and vice versa. anyway. yes i think he was, during the camp, an important guy to me.
i think vincent's rara speech was the best msg i ever listened to. well one of the best anyway. it really lead us all to think about community distribution in a different way. i went smiling and feeling happy instead of feeling that it was a obligation. and it worked. they ppl whom never smiled back now smiled back. i guess they could look at the heart better than we are at concealing it. it could be the rain, which made us all drip slightly and look pitiful, it also could be because its a saturday when everyone's home and not a sunday when everyone's out, but i think it was God working because we now truly understood what giving those gifts was all about.
anyway what i really remember most about the camp was that dance we learnt the last night... the one to the ketchup song, altho nowhere in the song does it mention ketchup or tomatoes (in english). anyway. april wanted to dance with me even before we learnt the moves...(i think she saw that i was a little nervous, as well as moving towards her) (i WAS intending to ask her anyway) so i got a little more daring. anyway.
so... as all the guys danced with the guys and the girls danced with the girls (as is the culture in the youth) april and i were busy trying very hard not to break each other's arms. or sort of. we're not so fluid, and the dance moves were COMPLICATED. and april, even tho she's a drummer, has really delicate looking hands you tend to be careful around. so i was.
anyway,i told you i got more daring right... so after i learnt how to dance and danced with april once i asked willa to dance with me. then alicia, then sarah, then sophia. all "old" girls, except for sophia. well they would have ended up dancing with other girls anyway, except for april (i think), so i dont think i spoilt their chances of dancing with the macho guys anyway. sort of. anyway i asked them all in turn (each time we were supposed to change partners). all rather shy, except april and willa and sarah. ok not all so shy. sarah was the best, IMHO. well she's a dancer anyway... willa and alicia got flustered every time the moves changed, which WAS amusing. and sophia was just a tad uneasy to dance with me, counting that we're the same age, and that she's new, and that i asked her, but i think that dance went ok. she's rather sporting. and there was this one guy (i cannot remember who) who was just following me around. i think i remember him saying "i'll just watch you and [whoever] dance" each time i changed partners.
which was kinda weird. all in all, i danced with everyone i wanted to dance with. except minxian, who was on stage demonstrating and only came down after i was dancing with sophia, so no chance, no time. no big loss... sort of. what am i kidding myself about? >>
28-11-02
sigh O levels over liao. now very bored. playing wc3 like siao. and sleeping at 4. hope i go ben's house tomolo. today go church to help john swee with sound team training. played bass while he taught the youths how to handle the sound system. anyway im going to get my own bass soon i hope... and my com SUCKS... very fast but keeps crashing on me. >>
25-11-02
damn pro. fingers ok liao. dunno how come heal so fast. must be God help me one. i dun wanna have fingers like chengann. stubby ones with a bulb of flesh at the tip. but my fingers too delicate for the high-tension bass strings la. was a pianist anyway wat. supposed to have fingers like sandra. long and slender. but i have bad finger genes.
anyway bummed round at home today. lunch was very, very, sad. self-cooked sausage omelette and baked beans with rice. sad man. anyway... dunno if she wanna learn drums or not. i ask her, she dao me... ai yah, maybe mugging for geog la. (impossible). and then i had to send msg wrongly send to whole youth lah. now everyone also know. shid lah. >>
24-11-02
work hazards of a bassist? you think its easy eh. finger tip blisters (two of them!!!) and a sore shoulder (the guit's at least 5 kilos)... played like mad, dude, today. it was WAY good. but rather painful, even as i type this. i sort of cut the skin open when i got home to let all the juice out. (ok, ok i know im not supposed to do that) and BOY it hurt like crap. gonna sleep on it. hopefully it gets better. typing with my fourth finger feels weird. >>
23-11-02
first service is getting sadder and sadder... today i saw kevin practicing, leading, with one pianist and a drummer, and plying the guitar by himself. i mean, i would have loved to play for him, but josh asked first =P... anyway, second service is cool, fun songs... and josh's prelims is even better... i tell you, its going to be a big hit or a big flop. almost all new songs, really really fun cd hillsongs style stuff. dunno if i can handle it. and josh is playing and singing as well too...
ANYWAY, now y finger cells are back into their usual state - squashed. after playing bass for 4-5 hours straight, no living organism on my finger can be expected to survive, let alone the finger itself. i cant wait for tomolo tho. itll be so fun. anyway UPLINK is a very fun game, go get the demo at www.introversion.co.uk. haha. it even overtook warcraft in total game time ive spent this week.
ergh i hate pacnet! >>
20-11-02
whee heee heee its the end (not of the world!). nah im talking about the O levels here. Yay! no not actually FULLY over, but geog mcq is there to piss me off, so im not going to think about it... actually can get my life back... yeah man... finally... and finally can do my blog again. thanks to all the ppl who faithfully visited here over the Os only to be disappoainted... i know theres a few, about 10 of you... =] thank you thank you... anyway, its now back to my life, going to help out josh with bassing for the youth, going shopping, and the like. back to pratchett, ahh... soaking in the bliss. and the Os were like so easy (for me lah)... so cool. sure can go njc after the first 3. dunno where ill go for the first three tho. maybe pioneer. its pretty good. but for now... WC3 rocks!!! >>
7-10-02
crappy crappy crappy... school's like super slack... all mugging done at home kind of life... i dunno lah went to go and tell the teacher about my cca shit then he look at it and say "eh, you got a c5? its supposed to be a c6 you know" and i was like *shit* then he goes "oh, if i count your film-making you can get a c5" so shit, i back to square one. at least he clarify that c grage for cca is still one point off, so at least i got something to bargain with. also, i haven't exhibited my secret weapon - inphotal. but i'll save that for the appeal stage. now my leg happens to want to think differently and give me a whole host of problems... aching like crap and i have no idea why. hope i'm growing taller. >>
6-10-02
woo hoo hoo. church was ok today... and i finally got to know everyone's results... feeling quite sad for some of them because i saw the effort they put in... especially minxian. i mean like when we were studying together after about 2 hours tengkok goes and plays the piano and mel starts doing funny stuff and she's like sitting there mugging her a math lah. i dunno lah. life *is* rather unfair. anyway i saw melanie today. she lost weight. and she's not very happy either. i dunno what to say. i dint know what to say either. i not very smooth around ppl like that. tend to trip myself up or shoot myself in the foot. anyway i feel the communal disappointment shared between all of us. at least melanie's coming back next week. i better tok to her. i not sure what to say, but at least i could offer help. i dunno. and minxian forgot to take the prelim papers from me lah. forgetful man. just ran off like dat. >>
5-10-02
eh i dunno leh. how? dunno whether can go nj or not. suddenly april tell me cannot. how? dunno lah after talking to her feel quite dunno. anyway yesterday told honlyn about this site lor. haha she probably feels quite hi now. but i dunno. maybe i should stop predicting peoples emotions. kinda makes things difficult for me. and for ppl who i'm "assessing". i dunno really. if don't go nj where really can i go?
i dunno lah. anyway just see how things go lor. inphotal is a good bargaining chip, i hope they see the film-making and all that too. and i just printed my cca shit and i just saw that they did NOT credit me for the two film-making competitions on the basis that i am not from ava. i think thats shitty. i think i will go and talk to them. what the hey man. thats like 2 points lah. thats like i will b3 after they add lah... man. thats one point off leh. thats a great boon to getting into nj. i must go and ask. i hope they havent finalised it yet. i hope. >>
4-10-02
i have great news.
i have gotten 11 points after moderation.
i have better news.
honlyn's gotten a straight a1 score for her prelims, being one out of the 4 from rg. thats 11 a1s.
which is better news?
of course the second one... considering 11 points is something to be laughed at, and no one can laugh at a L1R10 of 11 can they. hi. i am glad i knew honlyn. then i can say - "see this girl?" *point at picture of ceo of some big company in magazine* - "she was my primary school classmate"... and then my fellow engineers will look up from the slogging and glance - expecting a ugly mugger with thick glasses (which makes things more bearable to them, and more likely too) - and they will go like "yeah right". well...
well, there was this theory by this friend of mine... abin, who said that if a person is smart, he probably is not good-looking. if he is smart and good-looking, he probably is short. if he is smart and good-looking and tall, then he lacks something else. its the theory that no one is more or less blessed in all areas and they add up. however... put honlyn in this viewing glass and what do you see. a smart, good-looking, athletic girl who's witty, charming and likeable. things don't get anything better than that. there's an old expression... she has the whole world going for her.
well i can say i knew her. or know her. or whatever may be the case.
ok... enough about rambling about honlyn. i got 11. after moderation. ok? i'm happy, and i'm going whereva mel is going. i think. if i want to go to a jc might as well make the best out of it. then also can get cheryl to come along, if she wants. i wouldn't mind that rather than all of us being in different jcs even when our points are so similiar... >>
3-10-02
13 points. magical, unlucky 13... haha i wonder why i did so badly. i feel shattered. i can't complain because a lot of people in my circles did roughly the same but really i need somewhere to vent it. where the whole meaning of vent is to "let out"... messy man... and all around me are people with sixes and sevens... not very entertaining... on the other side of ppl i mix with are getting roughly the same as me or slightly better or worse... no point complaining there as well...
editor's note: oh i forgot this part... april called me today. she really helped when i was really, really, feeling down. i hope i didn't offload too much crap onto her, she has her own problems, but thanks, thanks april. >>
30-9-02
well i just screwed up pretty bad... can go nj i think but will be a scrape case... and will burn my knees scraping it... almost got everything back already and still only got 13 points... a math will probably bring it down to 12 and ss will bring it down to 11 and moderation will bring it down to 10... but i'm still a big disgrace to anyone who has anything to do with me... honlyn's probably going to feel well... i dunno... but cheryl's rather nice.. sympathetic and the lot and she called me to comfort me lah... i must have sounded pretty bad over the sms... but thanks cheryl... really make me feel much better... ben got a 7 so far... thanks to a great all-one day today... and good chinese... cheryl's got a 10... hi... my name is aq, and i got a 13. hi. but i'm not too disappointed anymore... as in... God told me rj is not where he wants me... and He told me that He has plans for me elsewhere... well, He has plans for everyone, but i guess my plans don't fit His... i cant say that i didn't want to go rj... because i did, for a long while... but i guess... nj's for me...
then i entertained the thot of going straight to poly and taking elec engineering... because thats what i want to take in the U anyway so i thot, might as well start first... then my dad comes up with some long speech that basically meant, sort of, NO... and i guess thats out. because he'll make lots of noise and the such if i put it as a choice. or even consider it... come on man, if you knew me... you would know i could come with circuits that even j2 physics students would dream of visualizing... and what the heck am i doing taking geog?
man... ben... you ah... >>
29-9-02
woo hoo hoo... today went to watch tuxedo again with mel and april and some other ppl... saw some parts where i missed the first time... hahaha... actually cheryl wanted to come with us but when i read her message it was already to late to get her tickets, so i'll say, sorry cheryl... bleah, didn't mean to. anyway the orchard cineplex is shitty... you know, the one with the big gorilla? yeah since i didn't get a refund i shall complain here... the sound got cut off for a good 5+ minutes and we all watch silent movie for a while... anyway, no loss... it was a lame part of the show...
i love showing off.. i think thats one of my bad habits. especially musically... i think i suck at controlling myself around ppl... well well may have turned honlyn off AGAIN this time... damn i'm clumsy. stoopid me had to go and tell pple all about what i play and how i'm so great at it... damn it lah... hindsight is clear sight... anyway its still great to know that theres something for ppl to respect me about... at least...
i just got some bad reviews of nj... or lets say one bad review, from april whose been there... bad as in the sense that it doesn't fit me... so i'm now stuck deciding between nj and... (drum roll) hc! no locational advantages, but its the facilites, school spirit, and overall aura that i'm looking out for... i'm nolonger going to ping for nj... going to try to ask around more... and i'm not going to hc because of honlyn k... other ppl i know are going to nj too... >>
28-9-02
bleah... today was tiring... and i mean *tiring*... woo hoo... left home in the morning and went for lunch before music practice... then had music practice, and then bummed around in church untill it was dinner time... then went to the market opposite ginza plaza to eat... argh hectic man... anyway today we did the same song we did last week and it turned out *much* better... because derrick was leading and the like... i love playing the fretless man...
mourning for my lost e math again as i prepare to be shattered by humanities results... or not... i hope i can go to njc.
cool honlyn is online and i'm chatting to her right now... its been a while. lets just say its been a while... she wants to go hc... so fun! never thot that that would ever happen... ok so she's going there... whoops... dunno if she's really who she says... whoops ok she's really honlyn... damn my insecurity. honlyns going to hc first choice so i shall put nj first choice... i know what i want.
apparently so. apparently so. >>
27-9-02
i will never go to rjc... i suck... i can't even get an A for e math... ok, so i did get my A1 for physics, but that was nothing... i hope theres moderation now... only for e math... i need my one man... and i only got C5 for my cca... isn't that screwy? its not as tho i was slacking or what what... just that air rifle got two guns, and they scrapped one, and i got in because i was good at that gun lah... now all those guns are rotting simply because you don't get points for using them... that means that i get the same grade as that complete slacker, chao sze wei... wth... like that i need to get a six for prelims and appeal just to get into the science stream lah... oh screw... i messed up big time this time...
like the new look? its the only thing i'm good at now... i'm probably just trying to show off my phyz knowledge, and say that i run a webpage on blackholes in my testimonial or something....
hi njc! >>
25-9-02
sorry didn't blog for want of two reasons, one being that its rather diffcult to blog when the prelims has just ended and my brain is stuffed full of WC 3 and the such... the other being that fact that my dad caught me blogging (see 19-8-02 entry) and i want to let things simmer down a little... so, the physics and geog mcqs are over and i feel confident about getting a six pointer and RJ-NUS-HewlettPackard or something like that... but rather, this mr hoodge (principal, rj, etc. etc.) had to shatter my dreams with some lovely (sarcasm, sarcasm) news... or olds, considering i've heard it before... that i need 3.5 points to get into rj (ok, well, less than 3.5 points)... which means i need a 6 points to get in... any more and its byebye rj hello nj... or worse, poly... bugger it all, and i saw my smooth life before me too... now gotta have to mug thru until the O's...
anyway been playing lots of pool with ben the last two days and we've been talking quite a bit... neither of us think we can go to rj at all, and we've made decisions and plans which mostly begin on the line of "if not rj, i will"... yeah, sort of.
anyway i think the graduating 2002 batch will be the anti-1997 batch... we'll do the opposite and get a msg of 2 or something and rj can then be renamed to rgsj or something like that. unless what clarissa tells me is true, which is that rgs ppl are screwing up as well. as for me, i find that rather difficult to believe. =] >>
22-9-02
oh absolutely foul. tomorrow got physics paper one and i haven't mugged... i'm so dead... *snigger*... wth i'm actually mugging the mcq section of my best subject? no way... anyway i went to reconnect my line today... going to have to bugger around with a lousy old nokia until dec 22... i was just waiting for my theory of repelling girls to prove itself today... was counting off in church... due to some freak of nature, ended up sitting between minxian and joyce, was counting, just counting to see if they'd move... and they did... so i'm right, i am a loser...
ok, i'm not sure, but personalities wise, minxian's very passively likeable... sort of nice to be with, talkable... but cheryl, she's more actively likeable... sort of more on the cute side... and she doesn't complain as much as minxian about how smart i am... ah bugger. why am i talking about this?
21-9-02
Take the test, by Emily.
oh what the hell, so i'm a tomato, "the leader, the responsible one, almost everyone likes you" kind of guy, eh? why then certain ppl find me such a pain? i wonder... *bleah*
i suppose tomatoes also are very clumsy... i lost my like almost brand new 3315 on the bus today... and just less than 1 month ago i said it would stay with me a while... stupid murphy and his stupid laws... feel like jumping... wha lau now i'll never own a funky phone again... it had my own nice pink lights and solid black casing as well... which look gay, but what the hey... some bastard picked up my phone and turned it off within 2 minutes of me losing it... i don't believe in karma, but i'm sure his did hit rock bottom immediately and he got knocked down by a bus or something... i hope... nasty of me but nasty of him too... baskets... woven contraptions for holding large poultry reproductive cells... what the hey...
*punches wall*
at least theres one thing nice... josh and cherie and joel saw that phone... lucky three... and cheng ann's new old new bass sounds great...
but... *punches wall* >>
19-9-02
wook wook... haha 2 people reminded me today that I should update my blog… check thru the last entry to see what got me off blogging... (hint hint not the prelims) la la la. Well actually ben reminded me YESTERDAY but I don’t suppose that matters... I have to please cheryl... yeah prelims have been rather of a breeze because of God… He's really made it so easy, it seems impossible that it happened... before the prelims started, i was studying for my lousy subjects, like lit, geog and social studies, because like i had no confidence at all in those... but when all the papers came out for the humanities, they were like mega easy and so studying mixed with easy papers counters the bad subjects... then for those that i got no problem one the papers were like rather difficult, so everyone shouldn't be able to do great, but like i will, because things like physics and the like i always no problem one, so yeah... probably thinking about a1s all over... should get a six. not very sure about a maths tho. so maybe 7 or 8. so yay.
i just checked out my dad's reaction to a hypothetical situation... i swopped phones with ben (which has blue lights) and told my dad it was mine (he doesn't allow me to change my lights, says its expensive). since he didn't blow, i'm going to change my real phone's lights tomorrow... haha...
but bugger it sometimes its impossible to be truly happy... i got this really messed up cold, which is like cold plus headaches plus bad appetite... so yeah... and OCJ (chem teacher) say i put on weight. whateva... no time to go and run what.
i've also been having this spate of really wierd dreams... i hope one never comes true (cheryl you know why) and i don't think it ever will... but some others leave this tingling grip on my conscious being even days after... some of them feel like looking glasses into the past or future... i'll try to document them on this webbie soon... so i can say "see. i saw it coming"
wow thats a long entry. going to sleep now. >>
28-8-02
mega wo-ow. just got original WC III for 50 bucks. gonna play like siao after the O's, but for now i got to brush up my a math... yuck. i think our (church) class is going to come together to study again... it was really good the last time we did chinese. i'll look forward to that happening... yeah i just got a new phone - i change phones like water - but this one will stick awhile. its the (not so) new 3315 that looks really cool. but i want to change the backlight colour... green is so bleah. >>
21-8-02
argh damn those hungry ghosts which don't exist anyway. i know its chinese culture, but no one said we had to like our culture... bleah this whole place stinks of, well, ash and cinders. no plus point staying next to a temple. blergh. anyway today mel had phyz pracs and i had to give her some tips yesterday so... i hope it all worked out fine. apparently her hated topic - electricity - came out and i had given her some tips on it... haha. murphy's law. i'd really like to revamp this webbie because this black and white look is rally old and dead and i'm rather inspired by windows XP's cool colours. will do it after the O's then. ponned a math today after i did the mock paper... dumped my script on daryl to mark and went home to WCIII. apparently the server was down. crud. >>
19-8-02
well its been a month since my dad said no webbie go study for exams... now i think, to hell with it. its been a damn boring month, really just mugging and going out and the like, but i think that we as a (church) class are really bonding in this time of stress. i mean like, we cover each others weaknesses, and help with our strong points... yeah i think that this recent chinese results was exactly what i expected... studied, planned to do quite well, but never got more than a 3 for any major exam so far, so yeah, got a 3. i think cheryl should drop. she got 2 but not very sure. of course, for her a 1 is no prob, just whether she want to or not. and then mx and joyce... i thought they do better than me, chinese so good. but. hmm. i guess i asked very bluntly and may have hurt their feelings. but hey. i'm sorry, k? cheryl's a maths rox. as in really rox. mine sux. and my physics rocks. and the like. i think we should study together more often, but dunno if she free or not... >>
16-7-02
united live rocks... i think there drumming is rather superb. yes. SSS sucks. still. but we get free food. =] uh, bio sucks, and geog sucks too... yeah today super boring, but my book got vandalised again by abin in a bid to beat mel... hmm... yes but mel got revenge by vandalizing his book by proxy (if you dunno what that means go check a dictionary). so now everyone has a crapped up notebook. yes... >>
15-7-02
today school was damn boring... stare at teacher... and then chem was like the most colourful prac we ever did... red and green and purple and blue and whateva... everyone is vandalising my book, now they see mel's green bear (or issit a tortoise) walking over the page with the computer chip on it... argh left the flower poster in church... helping a friend design her webbie... quite difficult there... but dun worry. coming along just fine... >>
14-7-02
stayed over at church yesterday... and my brain decided it wasn't going to get any sleep so i was like super alert and doing candlesticks while everyone was shacked out... like maybe... mel was really funny... and vincent the MTV hopeful... learning guitar like there was no tomorrow... hahaha... mich is back!... yeah. MIB 2 is too short. =] bleah tom got school... i hate school. >>
11-7-02
hmm... got F9 for amath common test... now in trouble with parents. dad, more specifically. hope the rest arent that bad. anyway, what *could* be worse, literally? >>
10-7-02
willa going off tomolo... *frown* yeah. i think. well. hmm. ok. 12 days. can do. today prayer meeting was so empty... and sss isnt so bad after all... as cheryl and a few others put it, supposed to be fun. *rigght*. anyway finished quite a bit of homework. >>
8-7-02
laming at home on a youth day... >>
7-7-02
church was quite fun... bassing for both services... i think cheng ann may not have liked it... haven't exactly been practicing hard... anyway the acs carnival day was quite lame. hope the others had fun but i think it was the temp that spoiled it for me. also the fact that im ri guy. well... nothing against acs... ok la, think the girls had fun. >>
6-7-02
listening compre was, well, listening compre. nothing much to say... then after that rushed down to church to practice bass because afternoon angora got wedding. hmm... yes. then after that didn't want to go home, so went to ginza to watch minority report, which is a very good show, considering i'm a tech buff. yeah. j21 was rather lame. didn't enjoy it. too chari-, uh, liberal for me. and the most of us, i think. well. wouldn't go for the next one. ok, i can't argue with the fact that the band was really good. but it felt like a concert, and not a service, if you get what i mean? >>
4-7-02
yes. the common tests are over. actually still got lit elec but who really cares about lit elec... go from the top... no english. no chinese *whew*. e maths was so easy i almost puked. a maths was so difficult i puked. physics was a breeze, chem was based on lucky guesswork, bio was a nightmare. geog was a finger-hand marathon, and ss was crap. as always. i think the e maths one was really too easy, and had so much time to make careless mistakes... physics was abnormally closer to the difficult side, probably because i didn't mug at all. bio i left out a 10 mark question on female hormones. how would i know... >>
whee... youth anni going to come soon... have to plan for food faster... slacking a bit... now waiting in anticipation for the 3 *think* yeah 3 new comm members... hmmz yes. joshua 21 also coming up... >>
29-6-02
hmmmz yes its amazing that ppl dont come and look at my website when i dont update but *happen* to know when i update... wierd... hmmz yes this week was *rather* boring... everybody still in holiday mood yet next week getting slammed into the common tests... boring boring boring... today got comm meeting hmm... got passed over for a lot of responsibility... yeah thats good anyway... then got youth worship prac.. quite slacky... >>
25-6-02
i think no homework today... saw my PRC (paper relay chat) with ben about *those* things... feeling weird again... tom got prayer meeting... this will be the tangibles of the camp... my glasses look pretty good =] nice navy blue colour... >>
24-6-02
felt super good today. told loads of pple about the youth camp thingy... dunno why feeling so good... actually know why lah... actually today *was* rather boring... dunno lah. cant remember. then my brother hog the com so now i want to watch the show cannot because got computer work to do... >>
23-6-02
absolutely, absolutely thrilling. no other way to describe the youth camp... summit... whateva... completely... wow. i guess those who were there can testify. wow... never seen God so real... wow... it almost seems as though nothing else matters... and really, nothing else matters... sentosa was absolutely superb... even tho the crap PA gave logis ppl (thats me) a lot of headache... but what a worship!... wow... games were also so superb... running around sentosa... sun was great, no rain... prayer is so powerful... wha... completely taken aback by the youth... vincent was right... we were on to something big... i will always remember the date 21-6-02... the day i came back to the Lord... great speaker... great worship... great everything... i think the youth will completely be changed from now on... today proves me right... worship was never so good... the whole youth... wow... shocking... >>
14-6-02
went to make new glasses today... as some revenge for that nasty cut on my face = [ hmmm... yes some really cool blue titanium crap. bulletproof. haha sengie called me at 1:14am accidentally and i picked up the phone and left it on... wasted 6 mins of his phone bill... what the hey lah... today i fasted for lunch, but didn't eat breakfast. absolutely thrilling prayer... tomolo going to church... and i found my first link to old nan hua friend lee duan yong today! yes got yihui's no... i am two steps away, i estimate. hope when i find her she hasn't changed too much... its been 5 years since we last saw each other... uh oh... having doubts... was she from keming... hmm... time will tell, i guess. to steadfast friends, thanks for praying, i got to use the computer today. i guess you know who you are. >>
13-6-02
today ended the spate of events that led me thru a lot of pain, joy, revelation, prayer, and confusion... went to school on tuesday for lit remedial (pain). realized the air rifle camp started... (revelation) and i forgot all about it... so i joined in... (joy) went back home to get stuff at night and rushed back to school on wednesday morning... joined before everyone woke up... then ran into a locker while trying to avoid a water balloon during some activity (PAIN). in the mid morning received an sms from willa that implied i was to be around church at 630. hmm... and i forgot that too. so i went. for the youth meeting, and then for the prayer meeting. joy. prayer. talked a bit too. cheryl's mom sent me back to school... played bridge (joy) until 330 and brains fried out... (confusion) couldnt even find a decent place to sleep. but, what the hey, slept for 7 hours on reaching home. so many things, couldnt even blog till now... >>
10-6-02
going to church later to lame around and all that... actually to make sure they don't wreck my guit... and to try to get into the worship night band... argh crap i still have to compose the theme song before i go. whateva. still looking for *old* classmates. if you know a lee duan yong, please, email me. >>
9-6-02
church was fun... after that went to watch "the sum of all fears" and then marvel at tom clancy's amazing grasp of politics... after that went home with mel the black nailed girl... and got lost. hmmm yes but walking halfway across tiong bahru *was* rather fun. thinking of our talks. >>
8-6-02
slack at home again... seems like most of the hols is going to be like that... still figuring out the electronics for the sound activated table lamp... but soon. maybe tomolo. still thinking about the bevy of girls thingy... wonder. amazement. how one can so quickly rise to god status in class because of one incident. well. >>
7-6-02
today went to NAP for electronics course... yay i was first in the class for making the "sound activated melody generator"... now i sick of the tune - its a small world after all... now i am remodeling it into a sound activated table lamp... quite more useful. went to church but no one i know there... >>
5-6-02
hai slept 17 hours yesterday... just like most of the youth that went to the church camp... went to choinh's class today... 1 hour late. still getting teased for my "bevy of girls", as daryl put it. =] >>
4-6-02
church camp so fun... quite exciting really. too bad some people not around... feel rather sleepy... >>
31-5-02
slept at 4 last night. woke up at noon today. felt like i swam across the pacific. lalala tomolo got church camp! go johor. so fun. too bad cannot bring my guitar. bleah. i think my guitar strings are tarnishing, albeit a little slowly... quite black in some parts... hope they don't rust... >>
30-5-02
i am up at 3, doing stuff for the church camp... my favourite jobs... the ones which do not need daylight to do... yee haw. getting high on non-sleep. overslept on a nap today and almost was late for comm meeting... still feeling weird about yesterday... practiced guitar until i lost another layer of skin on my fingertips. =] >>
29-8-02
hmmz. i dunno what to feel. almost half my class saw me with mel and cheryl during the band concert... hmm... got rather... implicated... but true what... they was there, and so was i, and obviously sat together right, yah lah. big deal. still... awkward... ashraf (wonder how you spell that) didnt make things easier. and cheryl's fascinated with the triangle-man (the guy who played the triangle in the band). well. the concert was ok... >>
28-5-02
ITS OVER! well i dont think i screwed up badly, just failed the first section but everything wlse was super ok... went trough with the teacher in school and yeah, quite ok... and i brought back my amp todae so can practice again!!! so anticlimax, after all the mugging. humph. chinese sucks. >>
20-5-02
its rather difficult to keep up this blog while mugging for the O's, since its so near... i miss my guitar... lent the amp to mark to practice bass, so no amp to play guitar on... hai yah all the better to mug for lah. friday got mugger's meeting at tim's house... ok hope i cram in loads before its friday... revamping the maestromusician section of this webbie, but will take a while. prob after the O's. chinese O's, that is. >>
19-5-02
Os are coming and we're planning to go mug together in huge groups. wish us luck. today was really cool managed to have a really good time planning the youth camp... and cherie's golden retriever puppy is really cute, the size of my 3 year old dog but puppylike in all aspects... but what a name. fluff. ok lah thats not so bad on second thoughts... female dog what. yes minxian and cheryl are all really nice pple. maybe i should stop talking so much now. >>
18-5-02
lovely. today is the day of contrast. first part, voluntarily went down to sentosa scripture union campsite to recee the place for the youth camp. fun, with all the youth comm poking fun at each other and enjoying the scenery. took the tram one whole round and took the monorail also... then came the second part, founder's day. need i say more? alcatraz may be a synonym to "ri during founder's day". but i still managed to siam, after being almost caught a few times. i think i managed because i was wearing dark coloured shoes and looked like a prefect... and i only managed to leave 15 mins before it ended, all the teachers were guarding the place like siao... >>
17-5-02
yes sorry guys my dad banned me for a week and i didn't update the blog... well this week was like quite crap after all the teachers decided to chase after me in unison... well and they appeared to have given up the chase after i dumped some worksheets on them... well also watched episode 2 on the opening day. was really cool... mother's day was ok, but cheng ann says there was no improvement in the bass. i think so too. my fingers are dead from all the "nice songs"... now learning power chords and easy chords - cheat chords... i shall continue to strive and learn more guitar techniques. for my love. >>
11-5-02
today spent the whole day out as usual... inphotal was super slack, revision then everyone was dismissed at 10.30. then went to church and decorated the place for mother's day... as well as practiced bass for same... then went to a vegetarian restaurant for mother's day dinner with extended family... which charged exorbitantly for selling food with no meat in it... lamez. "mother mary" by the beatles is a really nice song =] yeah. i think i'm getting hooked onto caffeine today i didn't drink any coffee and died about halfway thru...... i think i should cut down... >>
10-5-02
uhoh. sorry loyal fans, been rather busy finishing many homeworks... practicing guitar also. "daniel" by elton john is a very nice song. =] i think i screwed my orals yesterday, the conversation topic was "if you could have any meal, what would you have?" was swearing in my head as i crapped my way thru. yes and today i got D7 for chinese mids. i thot i would pass....... >>
7-5-02
yay finished many homeworks today. fingers falling off from excessive guitar practice on rusty strings. tom i go get new strings. =] "your song" by elton john is a nice song. =] some people will know what i mean. tom got some stupid crap at SAFTI which i cannot go straight to even tho its so much nearer... at least i get to be dismissed from there... >>
6-5-02
righto there. just got conned by ms heng to be an "in-house-consultant" for SC2000 while everyone plays the game... not if i can help it... haha. right. "yesterday" by the beatles is actually quite a nice song... practicing it like siao for some screwed up project of mine own invention... on my elecguit. well well we'll see what comes on any NY reunion camp... >>
5-5-02
la. just bought my PEAVEY microbass. yay it also can double up as a guitar amp instead of a bass amp. lloyd who wanted a acoustic guit amp isn't going to be very happy... the one i saw as i popped in was around 400 bucks. yeah. didn't go for ORA day because got church. priorities are priorities. yes. on friday i drank loads of coffee and peed coffee as well, and now suffering the aftereffects - headache, sleepiness. yes will soon be able to work with the class on a mega-project - decorating the church for mother's day. happy. >>
3-5-02
my left index finger is dead, all the cells there are squished from excessive bass playing. wow i'm getting quite good at it, tho. i think i will develop that hard skin shit there soon. yuck. tired. school was boring like siao. and almost fell sick in school. luckily got a immune system thats constantly tested. =[ yes went to church really early and slacked there today. so i rock =] >>
1-5-02
went out today to see cleo at orchard... and saw a lot of people... all so tall... except the girls... haha. and amos, of course. let me try to list from memory - me, beneoon, sx, shihao, weiming, renyu, howard, lloyd. - the ri guys. haogen, Kiat. the tchs guys. honlyn, michi, emily, the rest i dunno names. =] lalala almost got lost in orchard trying to get my way out =[ not exactly a orchard fella. lalala my bass skills suck. well, not so suck lah, but not the best. dunno whats wrong but theres a chatter whenever i play. must be some wiring problem with the amp thingy. >>
30-4-02
yes today i ran 1254 for 2.4... not good but its the best ive run... very happy, but dunno if ever can catch up with the damn zhai runners... like qiantai, who was (injured, i think) but still ran a A for 2.4. can't believe that guy... yes tom is labour day going out untill damn late. =] >>
29-4-02
lalala very *happy* today but why is a state secret. =] today soccer we didn't trash the 4A soccer team even tho they sucked because of two reasons. the more important one being the fact that i didn't play =] but the other one was that they were bunching around the goal... *yes*. lost to those damai sec softballers because the team didnt want to fight, thats what i think... i think 10 nil or 9 nil or something likkdat. today got alias. yes. lets all go and watch alias. >>
27-4-02
damn happy damn happy *damn* happy!!! damn hyper also. think its two things. one, chinese mids are over and i dont think i screwed up, two, which may be the bigger reason, honlyn likes the birthday prezzie i got her! yes! aw man really hyper. ok. calm. next friday got prayer meeting playing. 2nd last one i hope, then can join the real church band already. ok the counter has been up for one day (i set the starting no at 100 so it doesn't look so ugly) but today 5 pm already got 4. tt means tt its quite a trafficked site what. =] anyway ran out of ideas for body parts to scan dont want to spoil the scanner by scanning my butt and thats disgusting anyway. apparently 24% of photocopier breakdowns in the US are caused by that. =p >>
26-4-02
yes! chernobyl day! also honlyn's birthday. wonder how a nuclear accident got entwined with such a nice girl's fate. nah i'm just crapping. "mailman" dropped off "payload" at ground zero today. yes, basically someone dropped off honlyn's present at her house today. yes. but she's at a class camp, so she'll only see it tom or later. also april's birthday, but didn't get anything fancy. or anything at all. yeah. tom got chinese mids. hope i don't do too badly. going to sleep so i can be refreshed when i wake up at that unearthly hour to go to school. didn't run today becus got music practice at church - sandra is a bit mad she has 2 keyboardists, 1 drummer, 1 percussionist, 2 guits, 1 bass (me!), 1 flute, two violins and a trombone. we dont have a band, we have a ragtag orchestra... for mother's day sommore. >>
25-4-02
yeah left school damn early went shopping for handicraft materials then went home made honlyn's prezzie then went to sleep woke up wrote blog went to study chinese. get the point? honlyn's present is nothing special hope she (maybe you) likes it tho. >>
24-4-02
Two more days! to april's birthday, sx's birthday, honlyn's birthday. cool. Like the new web design? my brother refused to help me click so i couldn't get a pic of my foot - the scanner's too far from the mouse =] ran and swam and climbed stairs like shit todae my legs are falling off. and ran crap too. 1530. wondered why. got stitch. =[ >>
23-4-02
yay i missed a day of blog. i took a break from sleeping to write this, so its really good stuff. i'm working on a really twisted web design... bcus i found out that my scanner can make really gruesome photos of body parts =] todae was slack rained like siao but trackers still went training. oh debbie looks much younger in school u than in civvies - i thot she was sec 4 when i saw her in civvies but she looks like a sec 3 when in school u - but she's sec 2! yes pple say she looks older than georgia. grandma is complaining. haha i decline to comment. YES. ALIAS is damn cool. nice plot. cool gadgets. flat lead actress - (come on how many shows have this!). great storyline. cool cinematography. what more can i say? >>
21-4-02
church was fun. class was bad. comm meeting was fun. home was bad. class was damn bad because muru got pissed at the class (underperforming?) not doing homework. april also. trying something funny next week. yes. the my mom wanted me to go home early also. studying chinese. yes. ALIAS is tomolo - all those who read this if i am not rambling to myself go see the red-haired chiobu. >>
20-4-02
yes slept the whole day nothing to say going offline to study chinese now. >>
19-4-02
ok so heng didn't screw me todae maybe because she didnt see me at all... i'm writing this in the morning tomolo because i reached home at 12am and was dead tired. yes. ok i walked during the 2.4 and got 14.20. way to go. then went to support debates. the ri team two won. yes! no. actually it doesnt matter. i think the MGS pple are too much. yes. got fourth speaker fifth speaker sixth speaker. those who were there should know. yes met cheryl, debbie, mingjing, almost everyone... there. talked good with ben todae. learnt a lot. esp. about girls. yes. >>
18-4-02
yes. GATTACA rocks. yes it is a lovely movie all of you should go and watch it. today school was same as ever very boring so nothing to write... managed to siam after geog remedial so i could go for GATTACA maybe heng will come and screw me tomolo maybe not... yes. so tired today and stomach hurts like shit because did like 100 fast crunches in a go yesterday - as well as the 2.4 thingy... tomolo have to go and run again, better make sure i get my timing right... i think i am suffering from caffeine withdrawal symptoms. damn sleepy and its only 12:20am. gonna sleep now. tomolo got to complete quite a load of homework and the 2.4 hope i get a good rest on saturday. oh yah today saw honlyn running while i was doing chinups. weird, i thot she was in tarbet, end up wearing blue shirt. hmm... yes. oh yah today put the finishing touches on the georgia-inspired song (- i think...) with darryl on the sucky school piano. sounds like the best i've ever done. what does that portend, i have no idea...... of course i hope it goes into the movie. =] >>
17-4-02
yes. today i think i ran 2.4 but maybe i ran 2 but i ran in 12 minutes which is too fast for my 2.4 but too slow for my 2 so i have no idea how much i ran - felt drugged the whole 12 minutes tho... gotta try to improve my time which i have no idea of... yes. training was like shit today i actually turned up and played cards in the range. so lame. yeah... today was really slack bio was the worst the "go lab draw seed draw flower draw fruit" cycle. QS got so bored he started making flower presses on his worksheets and stapling flower samples to his worksheet instead of drawing them and jong was pounding ants and using the microscopes on them instead of the flowers. *very* lame. hope that georgia replies to my SMS soon. yes. >>
16-4-02
yes today i did 20 chinups... nah lah not all at one time - you think i roger issit... didnt run because didnt want to malu in front of all the rg trackers - boy they are fast... today swam like crazy during PE... and that roger is quite the tough to tackle lor... yes. hai shall not change the previous post even tho i can because this is not blogspot but i really think i was angry that day. yes. so dont mind my words... hai today is like crap likkdat lor my legs are falling off from all the swimming - we swam 1 klik before we played waterpolo lah... i shall go and practice piano, then go do my homework now... good bye =] >>
15-4-02
yes today got chinese oral maybe ill will do ok... also took a chinese test - got 54/100 yay! hai i suck at chinese. today also didnt go for air rifle because got oral. not like i will go if there was no oral likkdat. nah lah now training running so i can hopefully do well for NAPFA. but today didnt run because of the oral again. i think i got stuck in there for 1˝ hours. so dumb. oh yah last night watched forrest gump for the first time - such a nice show. very sad tho. also watched "the long kiss good night" today. also very nice show. i like the part where the two main characters are bleeding and injured and the guy turns to the girl and says "are you ok?" and the girl turns back and says "are you stupid?". yes. oh yah if that bastard dequan comes and asks why our group didnt win the SVA while his group won, ill say "the judges are stupid, and so they naturally like stupid films". its so obvious every teacher involved in the project was surprised that our group didnt win yet the bastard dequan is going around boasting. anyway we are submitting for singapore film festival so there, dequan. >>
14-4-02
yeah damn sleepy dunno why maybe because i only slept at 2 last night... yes today worship was ok - april said so. i was nervous, for once. hai. also had lunch with the music ministry so fun won myself a gold pen. hopefully i can jon them soon - i estimate another 2 months probationary period. yeah lah today was rather slack spent quite a bit of it in bed. also going to sleep more now can't keep awake at all. >>
13-4-02
left home at 8 o'clock, reached home at 10 o'clock. the story of my saturday. hmm went for InPhOTAL, confirm damn few pple from RI there. and confirm also that honlyn not going. forever. so sad. but heck. the training was crazy lah if i understood more than half of it i would be sapiens primus numero uno. of course i went back and looked at the text and boy, it was not so bad... then after that went for the last of my music lessons of the year and showed off by sight reading a grade 8 piece quite ok... quitting becus no time. then after that went to church to practice music with tim chek and minxian and meltz. that was enjoyable, i guess. >>
12-4-02
yes i managed to finish the physics crap on time so can go for InPhOTAL tomolo. hmm. yes. luckily its the "hols" already i dont think i could stand another day at school. dunno about georgia now but sx seems back to normal. i will never understand that guy. today sent of almost all of the GEP to concentration camp - malacca. =] didnt go becus didnt feel like. yes todae felt crazy and ran 3.6 km during training. obviously didnt "train" in the air rifle sense. =] chinse test couldnt be run becus the teacher went off to concentration camp as well. so i got more time =] >>
11-4-02
neemu i have to finish off the physics crap before tomolo or else i may get pulled out of InPhOTAL. not like i cannot do the assignment like that right? and the chinese test i'd better mug for, which will be tomolo becus i pon it todae. hmm, yes. actually couldn't find the teacher at all. thot about how virginia will respond if sx gets pulled out of the shortfilm. how... oh yah AFoo loves the MJ2002. haha so hilarious but quite the touching, he bought KitKat (TM) for us all. such a nice guy. yes i guess he is living up to his great name =] ok just got the imperative to join the YHS group, as the member chrysanthemum tea. yeah so you'll be seeing some development soon! >>
10-4-02
todae the air rifle jc 1s and 2s came down to visit us after the swim meet. so fun. ben yuan is such an encouragement. kexin is showing signs of interest in godly matters. he's no simple guy, i guess. he will think it thru before committing anything. georgia still hasn't replied to any of my msgs since she ran out of hi card juice. and confirm sx doesn't want to act. oh no this is horrible. hopefully we can get the filming moving at all. hmm. yes. mark iii of the butane jet engine is on the drawing board. yes. >>
9-4-02
there was this damn bastard in the mrt today when i was going to school. i think he is demented or psychotically unstable. in between every stop, he would elbow me without fail. so usually i go to school that time i get 35 minutes of sleep, this time i didnt sleep at all. then sleep in class. bastard right? i think he is asking please please knife me. yes. today i handed in my first a math assignment in ages. hai. i'm still catching up with work but studying chinese is like quite the time consuming. hmm yes. oh no. now how? see lah now the short film i am filming got so big problem. equipment still not confirmed, sx dont want to act, georgia, hai. dunno about her sounds like she's been grounded. and she grounded like no phone no internet no nothing like that. dunno lah. >>
8-4-02
when i came back that time i quickly ran to the scale to weigh myself with all my baggage - an amazing 12.5 kilos of extra weight - my thats a neck crunching 21% body weight. I should got and enrol myself in the International School of Packhorses (ISP). Bass guitar (renyu HAD to choose today to return it), Physics text (collected it from willa - again i HAD to do it today). stoopid physics text is a whooping 3-4 kg. wonder if one of the questions is 'how much energy is required to move this book' - ill put 'lots' and quit. now my arms are falling off. going to sleep real early today because i feel the flu coming on again. eyes feeling dry. wonder what that means. usually thats a portent of evil days ahead. ah yes the chinese tests. hai phone ring in class again when april msg me because i forgot to silence it. luckily it was malani so she didn't confis it again. going on to mark II of the design on the butane jet engine - some don't try this at home stuff i'm trying to do - take butane, make it burn, make it burn faster. runs on two cigarette lighters. which part of jet engine did you not understand? i estimate i need until june '03 to complete it. oh well. one step at a time. >>
7-4-02
now never learnt much chinese. hmm... just got april to buy the Physics book i need for InPhOTAL... got to go and collect it from her tomorrow. Slacking. Tired. Crap. Lame. AFoo is in the dark about the MJ2002 thingo. Hah. georgia's hi card no money - become one way chat. hmm... >>
7-4-02
doing so much work. so lame. now got to go and and learn chinese. even lamer. MJ2002 also very lame. sounds like crap. but quite funny. but so nice I got recruited to play for sandra - play bass - for the mother's day church service. and got her to sing for my movie also. so georgia you got a singing partner. altho she's like waiting to go to university and led the ACJC choir. so fun. renyu still has my bass. Yes. >>
6-4-02
hai the InPhOTAL is so lame. actually not so lame lah, but i just realised that physics requires quite a bit of A maths. I suck at A math. Hmm... well. Learnt about projectile motion today and how you can shoot a monkey. Yes. some people supposed to go down never go down. so never see anybody from rg i know lor - except yunlei who is just a acquaintance so nothing much. also realised that InPhOTAL only for GEPpers. so other people i expecting also never turn up. So crap. Lameing down here at home to finish up my homework, which has piled up again. >>
5-4-02
nrgh. damn late now still doing this stupid webpage. yes done with the personal data as well as started the blog. well if you can read this its probably up. unless i'm talking to myself. well. tomorrow got that InPhoTAL thingo. cant wait. actually secretly waiting for certain people to go down, it'll be nice meeting them again. well yes. even tho the most important ones are probably not going down anyway. or i may be mistaken and the whole rg not going down the same time as me. then i can cry liao. >>